Everyone that finishes with me tells me how amazing and wonderful I am…
even though I’m sham.
That I’m the best they’ve ever had…
that I should be glad.
That I deserve everything that I desire…
falls from the thin lips of a liar.
Even when I try …
the only thing I ever believe is “goodbye”
I laugh it off as I hop into the pool…
And toss over my shoulder “that’s cool”
