You said I would be better off without you and then I cried all night

Seven years since you gave up on us and mostly I’m proving you right

Sometimes I wanna go back through our decades together

just to take back all of the times I told you that everything was going to be okay

I must’ve been the only one that believed it anyway

I want to take back the unconditional love I gave you and all of the support

I would’ve been better off keeping those things for myself since I ended up needing them

If I could go back and deserve for you to leave me then it would at least make sense

I’d take back all of the times that I said “I love you more every single day…

no matter what you do,  no matter what you say.”

because then maybe it wouldn’t be true 

And I wouldn’t have seven years of that love growing inside of me with no one to give it to.

                    ~KiDDṏ

Actually if all that were possible I would just go back to 1996 and not marry you because I am NOT the type to have an ex husband. I’d prefer to be a spinster or a widow. Of course if wishes were horses then beggars would ride.